The song Blind Faith by Johnny Manuel describes my life right now. We all try to be our own savior. We try to make things happen on our own. We try to make the pieces fit and when we force them, it’s never a good outcome.
I am standing on the edge and I don’t know what is coming next for me. I want to panic and wonder if I’m good enough. For the first time in my life, I am certain of what my God given dream is. I have never written with so much passion, inspiration and purpose. I write for hours on end.
My future is uncertain, yet when a soft breeze blows across my face, I close my eyes and fell peace. Something inside of me tells me to have faith and not be afraid. Everyday I do get a little braver and I do feel like I’m finding my way.
Anyone else would think I was crazy for not playing it safe and taking the road more traveled. Oh, I have tried, but God keeps closing the doors. The only path I see is the road less traveled. It can be frightening and scary. Although it’s just me, I am not alone. God has gone before me and made the way.
I am flying on Blind Faith, though I am blind to what comes next in my life, I know in my heart the love of Christ will make the way for me and my girls.
Faith of the Father