Personal Journal
Have you ever felt like your invisible? Can God see how hard
your trying to live a Godly life?
There have been times in my life when I felt alone. I cried out to
God for years in desperation to get me out of a horrible situation.
After 10 years . . . then 20 . . . then at the end of my rope 8 more years,
God freed me. During that time in my life, it seemed God forgot about me. I felt invisible.
Through it all I kept my faith. I cried a lot and slept with my Bible like a teddy bear.
I am excited for a new career and following my dream. Guess what . . . I am starting to
fell a little invisible again. I have put my heart and soul into my writings. I have spent
hours researching festivals, contest, social media, design and countless hours writing. I have
spent a lot of time with God in prayer and preparation to make sure what I am writing is honorable to
Him.
So why is He silent and I feel invisible again? I’m not sure. I do know in my heart that God is
there with me every moment of everyday. I’m missing something. It’s like when your
teacher is giving you a test, they are in the room, but they are silent.
God has already giving me the tools I need to figure it out. I keep moving forward.
Just because you may feel invisible doesn’t mean God is not there. You are at a cross roads. God wants to see what your going to do. Sometimes it is more beneficial to us if we can figure it out on our own. We feel more accomplished. We have more confidence in ourselves and our abilities. Don’t give up and keep God in the center of everything you do.
Blessings
Lea Ann
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